The second one???

Baby Ritz is 6 months! Thankfully his sleep has settled down a little and he has been sleeping in the night with two or less feed breaks.. though baby Ritz has cold and is being nebulized 4 times a day and we have been co-sleeping so I really dunno if that has affected his sleep pattern. But I hope sincerely these two are not related and that we can continue to look at peaceful nights for some time at least!

So the other day we looked at the tiny human I made and suddenly realised I am not done I do want one more of this .. cute laughing Gigglybundle of energy!!!!.😈 So we always knew we want another one.. but with the mind-numbing first few six months somewhere the idea got lost..

But having another one will mean again stepping into heart-wrenching world of infertility and loss. The idea that I go thru another retrieval and might lose the baby in a few weeks/months is just devastating.

Suddenly I came up with the idea of adoption. Y don’t we adopt the second one? We get a baby girl, no ugly pregnancy hormones and if we get her soon enough I can feed her do tandem nursing.. sounds like a win ??? But she will not have my eyes or man Ritz’s quirks .. win win still.. what do u guys think?

 

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